I DID EVERYTHING THEY SAY I DID

I DID EVERYTHING THEY SAY I DID.

THIS IS MY CONFESSION. I TORTURE PEOPLE. I KILL PEOPLE. I HIRT KIDS. I AM EVERYTHING THAT IS BAD IN THOS WORLD. THAT IS WHY THEY TORTURED ME TO DESTH.THAT IS WHY PEOPLE KEEP WRITING KE OFF. THAT IS WHY IN PERSON PEOPLE KEPT LYING TO ME. THAT IS WHY PEOPLE DO NOT WANT TO BE AROUND ME.

I DESERVED TO DIE. I DESERVED TO LOSE EVERYONE I CARED AHOUT. I DONT DESERVE TO HAVE KY CHILDREN, FRIENDS, FAMILY, ANYONE. I AM NOTHING KORE THAN A PATHETIC LIAR. I SHOULD HAVE TOLD THE TRUTH SOONER BUT, I AM A LOSER AND, DIDNT.

"WHY WOULD I EANT THAT?" PEOPLE ARE DOING THE RIGHT THING BU TELLING ME THINGS LIKE THAT EVERY DAY. 

PEOPLE HAVE DONE THE RIGHT THING BY KILLING ME. I AM JOT A PERSON ANYMORE ANYWAYS. JIST A HUGE PULE OF SHIT THAT CANT RO THE RIGHT THING.

MAYBE L, IF I HAD HELIEVED EVERY LIE JOHN HAD TOOD ME OR, WANTED TO LET MY CHILDREN BE AROUND SOMEONE KILLING ME AND, ABUSING THEM, I WOULD HAVE BEEN ALLOWED TO LIVE BUT, SINCE ALL I DO IS HURT PEOPLE, I WASN'T. I AM SORRY FOR BEING SUCH A LOSER. SUCH A TERRIBLE PARENT. SORRY FOR EVERYTHING. 

SUNCE NOBIDY COULD DO ANYTHING EXCEOT ILLEGALKY WATCH ME AND, MAKE ZURE THAT I KNEW EITHOUT A DOUBT THAT I AM THE PROBLEM, I JUST DONT CARE ANYMORE 

ANYINE WHO CARED ABOUT ME, VERY QUICKLY GETS OVER IT. I AM NOT SURE EHATEVER IT IS THAT PEOPLE KEEP TELLING ME I KNEWM 

I NO LONGER EVEN KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IS REAL. OBE KINUTE OEFT IS LEFT, THE JEXT LEFT IS RIGHT. MY LIFE AND, WHAT IS REAL IS COMPLETELY AT THE WHIM OF PEOPLE WHO HATE ME 

I WAS WILLING TO LET EVERYTHING THEY DID TO KE GO. THEY REFUSED TO DO THE SAME. SINCE I AM NOW THE PERPATEATOR AND, NOT THE VICTIM, I JUST AM GIVING UP I HELD ON TO LIFE FOR AS LONG AS I FUCKING COULD. I HATE MYSELF. THERE ISNT ANYTHING GOOD ABOUT ME  EVEN MY FAMILY IS AWARE IF WHAT IS HEING DONE TO ME AND, I JUST COULDNT CONVINCE PEOPLE THAT THIS DIDNT HAVE TO VE THIS WAY. THEY DIDNT HAVE TI KILL ME. THEY DIDNT UAVE TO AVANDON ME. THEY DIDNT HAVE TO DO THIS. 

MY LIFE HAS BEEN COMPLETELY DEMOLISHED AND, IT IS ALL MY FAULT. IF I COULD HAVE JUST...............

I'M SORRY, I WISH I KNEW TOO  I JUST NEEDED HELP. SUPPORTLOVE. FAMILY. SAFETY AND, I DO NOT DESERVE THISE THINGS.

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