I AM NOT A CHILD MOLESTER

I am done fighting for my life. What's the point?

It is clear that nobody believes me. 

"I tested her every way possible and, she doesn't remember. So whatever you want!"

Everyone can pretend that I am some terrible monster. I just don't care anymore.

I have lost everyone, at least it feels that way. I can't handle this anymore. I would rather be dead than listen to these horrible lies about me. I told the truth and, my conscience is clear. I am giving up now.

This has destroyed my life and, I can't take anymore.

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