I am Not Allowed To Empathize or Sympathize

I am no longer allowed to have any empathy or, sympathy. If I try to connect with other human beings using any shared feelings or, experiences, I am chastised for talking about myself.

Since there is no longer a way to connect with human beings and, I am such a gigantic pile of shit, there is no longer a reason inside of me to continue to try. My sole purpose for existing is to please human being a without ever remembered that I took was once a person.

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