How Can They Do This

So much for trusting or, being able to believe the one person my uncle said could be real! One person in over five years and, this is what happens. John won't tell me the truth for any reason. They obviously have their own way of getting away with torturing me. 

I am blamed for everything and, I give the fuck up. There is nothing I am ever going to be able to do to dispell all of their rumors and, lies. I am innocent and, they will get away with everything they have done to me. How is this possible?

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