My Mind Is Made Up, Fuck This

I give up. I can't take anymore. FUCK PEOPLE. NOTHING IS FUCKING WORTH THIS. I WAS STUPID TO HAVE BELIEVED ANYONE COULD HELP ME. FUCK LIFE.

I am done trying. Done hearing how I stole some dudes bike. How I gave mine away. How they didn't fucking rape me. "Look at her lighter. Who has a lighter like that?!" Done hearing how nobody fucking cares. I AM DOJE HEING HURT. DONE BEING BLAMED. DONE GIVING A FUCKING SHIT ABOUT ANYONE OR, ANYTHING. FUCK PEOPLE. FUCK BEING ALIVE. 

I DIDNT DO ANYTHING AND, ALL THAT HAPPENED WAS THEY KEPT HURTING ME AND, THEN BLAMING ME.

I AM NOT A PERSON ANYMORE. I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE.

NOBIDY FUCKING GIVES A SHIT ABOUT WHAT THEY HAVE DONEM THEY KILLED ME AND, STILL I GET TOKD ITS MY FAULT.

FUCK THIS

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