How Does That Feel?

I am tired of feeling so fucking stupid. I will never believe that anyone cares about me again. For the rest of my life I will know what a pathetic joke I am and, that there are so many people who want me to die that, I am giving up  

If you ever hear voices from nowhere or, if they tell you they are gaslighting you, do yourself a favor and l, just kill yourself. There is no point in fighting for your life and, you will regret it. Trying to stay alive was one of the biggest mistakes I have ever made. 

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